Day 337

Mom – Day 337

I am so tired because I am having trouble sleeping. Christmas is almost here and Victoria is coming home but it doesn’t feel like the holiday season. I will enjoy some vacation time but I don’t feel like doing the holiday thing. I am not in the Christmas mood. In fact, I would prefer not doing it at all. Galen and Zach are usually the Christmas fanatics and I think Ash secretly enjoys it all as well. I usually have my pouts but in the end it always turns out nice. Usually by now I know what we are going to cook, and my lists are all in action. It is so easy to ignore Christmas; it is difficult to keep on going. Sometimes I wish I could just do what I want to do – nothing.

I love you Zach – Be Safe.
xoxoxoxo